Looking into History

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I.

Five soldiers fixed by Mathew Brady’s eye 
Stand in a land subdued beyond belief. 
Belief might lend them life again. I try
Like orphaned Hamlet working up his grief

To see my spellbound fathers in these men 
Who, breathless in their amber atmosphere, 
Show but the postures men affected then 
And the hermit faces of a finished year.

The guns and gear and all are strange until 
Beyond the tents I glimpse a file of trees 
Verging a road that struggles up a hill. 
They’re sycamores.
  The long-abated breeze

Flares in those boughs I know, and hauls the sound 
Of guns and a great forest in distress.
Fathers, I know my cause, and we are bound 
Beyond that hill to fight at Wilderness.

  II.

But trick your eyes with Birnam Wood, or think 
How fire-cast shadows of the bankside trees 
Rode on the back of Simois to sink
In the wide waters. Reflect how history’s

Changes are like the sea’s, which mauls and mulls 
Its salvage of the world in shifty waves,
Shrouding in evergreen the oldest hulls
And yielding views of its confounded graves

To the new moon, the sun, or any eye 
That in its shallow shoreward version sees
The pebbles charging with a deathless cry 
And carageen memorials of trees.

  III.

Now, old man of the sea, 
I start to understand:
The will will find no stillness
Back in a stilled land.

The dead give no command 
And shall not find their voice 
Till they be mustered by 
Some present fatal choice.

Let me now rejoice
In all impostures, take
The shape of lion or leopard,
Boar, or watery snake,

Or like the comber break, 
Yet in the end stand fast 
And by some fervent fraud 
Father the waiting past,

Resembling at the last
The self-established tree
That draws all waters toward 
Its live formality.

© Lola Ridge