How Love Looked For Hell.

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"To heal his heart of long-time pain
One day Prince Love for to travel was fain
  With Ministers Mind and Sense.
`Now what to thee most strange may be?'
Quoth Mind and Sense.  `All things above,
One curious thing I first would see --
  Hell,' quoth Love.

"Then Mind rode in and Sense rode out:
They searched the ways of man about.
  First frightfully groaneth Sense.
`'Tis here, 'tis here,' and spurreth in fear
To the top of the hill that hangeth above
And plucketh the Prince:  `Come, come, 'tis here --'
  `Where?' quoth Love --

"`Not far, not far,' said shivering Sense
As they rode on.  `A short way hence,
  -- But seventy paces hence:
Look, King, dost see where suddenly
This road doth dip from the height above?
Cold blew a mouldy wind by me'
  (`Cold?' quoth Love)

"`As I rode down, and the River was black,
And yon-side, lo! an endless wrack
  And rabble of souls,' sighed Sense,
`Their eyes upturned and begged and burned
In brimstone lakes, and a Hand above
Beat back the hands that upward yearned --'
  `Nay!' quoth Love --

"`Yea, yea, sweet Prince; thyself shalt see,
Wilt thou but down this slope with me;
  'Tis palpable,' whispered Sense.
-- At the foot of the hill a living rill
Shone, and the lilies shone white above;
`But now 'twas black, 'twas a river, this rill,'
  (`Black?' quoth Love)

"`Ay, black, but lo! the lilies grow,
And yon-side where was woe, was woe,
  -- Where the rabble of souls,' cried Sense,
`Did shrivel and turn and beg and burn,
Thrust back in the brimstone from above --
Is banked of violet, rose, and fern:'
  `How?' quoth Love:

"`For lakes of pain, yon pleasant plain
Of woods and grass and yellow grain
  Doth ravish the soul and sense:
And never a sigh beneath the sky,
And folk that smile and gaze above --'
`But saw'st thou here, with thine own eye,
  Hell?' quoth Love.

"`I saw true hell with mine own eye,
True hell, or light hath told a lie,
  True, verily,' quoth stout Sense.
Then Love rode round and searched the ground,
The caves below, the hills above;
`But I cannot find where thou hast found
  Hell,' quoth Love.

"There, while they stood in a green wood
And marvelled still on Ill and Good,
  Came suddenly Minister Mind.
`In the heart of sin doth hell begin:
'Tis not below, 'tis not above,
It lieth within, it lieth within:'
  (`Where?' quoth Love)

"`I saw a man sit by a corse;
`Hell's in the murderer's breast:  remorse!'
  Thus clamored his mind to his mind:
Not fleshly dole is the sinner's goal,
Hell's not below, nor yet above,
'Tis fixed in the ever-damned soul --'
  `Fixed?' quoth Love --

"`Fixed:  follow me, would'st thou but see:
He weepeth under yon willow tree,
  Fast chained to his corse,' quoth Mind.
Full soon they passed, for they rode fast,
Where the piteous willow bent above.
`Now shall I see at last, at last,
  Hell,' quoth Love.

"There when they came Mind suffered shame:
`These be the same and not the same,'
  A-wondering whispered Mind.
Lo, face by face two spirits pace
Where the blissful willow waves above:
One saith:  `Do me a friendly grace --'
  (`Grace!' quoth Love)

"`Read me two Dreams that linger long,
Dim as returns of old-time song
  That flicker about the mind.
I dreamed (how deep in mortal sleep!)
I struck thee dead, then stood above,
With tears that none but dreamers weep;'
  `Dreams,' quoth Love;

"`In dreams, again, I plucked a flower
That clung with pain and stung with power,
  Yea, nettled me, body and mind.'
`'Twas the nettle of sin, 'twas medicine;
No need nor seed of it here Above;
In dreams of hate true loves begin.'
  `True,' quoth Love.

"`Now strange,' quoth Sense, and `Strange,' quoth Mind,
`We saw it, and yet 'tis hard to find,
  -- But we saw it,' quoth Sense and Mind.
Stretched on the ground, beautiful-crowned
Of the piteous willow that wreathed above,
`But I cannot find where ye have found
  Hell,' quoth Love."

© Sidney Lanier