Waiting for your ride in front of the house
where you spent the night,
where, as a third ear
during their endless intimate,
important, and kinky phone calls,
you pretended to rinse glassware;
you were a dog from the pound,
grateful, sniffing the upholstery.
Later, lying in the center of their
king-sized bed, a giant wall-to-wall
mirror, isolating you like a rabbit;
it was also their exercise
room with torture equipment;
something in you twitched;
flickering a bizarre video in your head.
Its morning now. Youre standing
outside, with nightgown and toothbrush
wrapped in your purse, waiting for a bus
to take you somewhere else. Youre depressed.
Theyre asleep of course. Their network wrapped
around them. You keep wondering why youre
missing something. Then you look back and see
your pricked-up ears, your waggy self, stuck
inside their picture window, where for years
it will wave at younaive, apologetic, embarrassed.
