English Eclogues IV - The Sailor's Mother

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WOMAN.
  Sir for the love of God some small relief
  To a poor woman!


TRAVELLER.
  Whither are you bound?
  'Tis a late hour to travel o'er these downs,
  No house for miles around us, and the way
  Dreary and wild. The evening wind already
  Makes one's teeth chatter, and the very Sun,
  Setting so pale behind those thin white clouds,
  Looks cold. 'Twill be a bitter night!


WOMAN.
  Aye Sir
  'Tis cutting keen! I smart at every breath,
  Heaven knows how I shall reach my journey's end,
  For the way is long before me, and my feet,
  God help me! sore with travelling. I would gladly,
  If it pleased God, lie down at once and die.


TRAVELLER.
  Nay nay cheer up! a little food and rest
  Will comfort you; and then your journey's end
  Will make amends for all. You shake your head,
  And weep. Is it some evil business then
  That leads you from your home?


WOMAN.
  Sir I am going
  To see my son at Plymouth, sadly hurt
  In the late action, and in the hospital
  Dying, I fear me, now.


TRAVELLER.
  Perhaps your fears
  Make evil worse. Even if a limb be lost
  There may be still enough for comfort left
  An arm or leg shot off, there's yet the heart
  To keep life warm, and he may live to talk
  With pleasure of the glorious fight that maim'd him,
  Proud of his loss. Old England's gratitude
  Makes the maim'd sailor happy.


WOMAN.
  'Tis not that--
  An arm or leg--I could have borne with that.
  'Twas not a ball, it was some cursed thing
  That bursts and burns that hurt him. Something Sir
  They do not use on board our English ships
  It is so wicked!


TRAVELLER.
  Rascals! a mean art
  Of cruel cowardice, yet all in vain!


WOMAN.
  Yes Sir! and they should show no mercy to them
  For making use of such unchristian arms.
  I had a letter from the hospital,
  He got some friend to write it, and he tells me
  That my poor boy has lost his precious eyes,
  Burnt out. Alas! that I should ever live
  To see this wretched day!--they tell me Sir
  There is no cure for wounds like his. Indeed
  'Tis a hard journey that I go upon
  To such a dismal end!


TRAVELLER.
  He yet may live.
  But if the worst should chance, why you must bear
  The will of heaven with patience. Were it not
  Some comfort to reflect your son has fallen
  Fighting his country's cause? and for yourself
  You will not in unpitied poverty
  Be left to mourn his loss. Your grateful country
  Amid the triumph of her victory
  Remember those who paid its price of blood,
  And with a noble charity relieves
  The widow and the orphan.


WOMAN.
  God reward them!
  God bless them, it will help me in my age
  But Sir! it will not pay me for my child!


TRAVELLER.
  Was he your only child?


WOMAN.
  My only one,
  The stay and comfort of my widowhood,
  A dear good boy!--when first he went to sea
  I felt what it would come to,--something told me
  I should be childless soon. But tell me Sir
  If it be true that for a hurt like his
  There is no cure? please God to spare his life
  Tho' he be blind, yet I should be so thankful!
  I can remember there was a blind man
  Lived in our village, one from his youth up
  Quite dark, and yet he was a merry man,
  And he had none to tend on him so well
  As I would tend my boy!


TRAVELLER.
  Of this be sure
  His hurts are look'd to well, and the best help
  The place affords, as rightly is his due,
  Ever at hand. How happened it he left you?
  Was a seafaring life his early choice?


WOMAN.
  No Sir! poor fellow--he was wise enough
  To be content at home, and 'twas a home
  As comfortable Sir I even tho' I say it,
  As any in the country. He was left
  A little boy when his poor father died,
  Just old enough to totter by himself
  And call his mother's name. We two were all,
  And as we were not left quite destitute
  We bore up well. In the summer time I worked
  Sometimes a-field. Then I was famed for knitting,
  And in long winter nights my spinning wheel
  Seldom stood still. We had kind neighbours too
  And never felt distress. So he grew up
  A comely lad and wonderous well disposed;
  I taught him well; there was not in the parish
  A child who said his prayers more regular,
  Or answered readier thro' his catechism.
  If I had foreseen this! but 'tis a blessing
  We do'nt know what we're born to!


TRAVELLER.
  But how came it
  He chose to be a Sailor?


WOMAN.
  You shall hear Sir;
  As he grew up he used to watch the birds
  In the corn, child's work you know, and easily done.
  'Tis an idle sort of task, so he built up
  A little hut of wicker-work and clay
  Under the hedge, to shelter him in rain.
  And then he took for very idleness
  To making traps to catch the plunderers,
  All sorts of cunning traps that boys can make--
  Propping a stone to fall and shut them in,
  Or crush them with its weight, or else a springe
  Swung on a bough. He made them cleverly--
  And I, poor foolish woman! I was pleased
  To see the boy so handy. You may guess
  What followed Sir from this unlucky skill.
  He did what he should not when he was older:
  I warn'd him oft enough; but he was caught
  In wiring hares at last, and had his choice
  The prison or the ship.


TRAVELLER.
  The choice at least
  Was kindly left him, and for broken laws
  This was methinks no heavy punishment.


WOMAN.
  So I was told Sir. And I tried to think so,
  But 'twas a sad blow to me! I was used
  To sleep at nights soundly and undisturb'd--
  Now if the wind blew rough, it made me start
  And think of my poor boy tossing about
  Upon the roaring seas. And then I seem'd
  To feel that it was hard to take him from me
  For such a little fault. But he was wrong
  Oh very wrong--a murrain on his traps!
  See what they've brought him too!


TRAVELLER.
  Well! well! take comfort
  He will be taken care of if he lives;
  And should you lose your child, this is a country
  Where the brave sailor never leaves a parent
  To weep for him in want.


WOMAN.
  Sir I shall want
  No succour long. In the common course of years
  I soon must be at rest, and 'tis a comfort
  When grief is hard upon me to reflect
  It only leads me to that rest the sooner.

© Robert Southey