A Poem Beginning with a Line by Pindar

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I

The light foot hears you and the brightness begins
god-step at the margins of thought,
 quick adulterous tread at the heart. 
Who is it that goes there?
 Where I see your quick face
notes of an old music pace the air, 
torso-reverberations of a Grecian lyre.

In Goya’s canvas Cupid and Psyche 
have a hurt voluptuous grace
bruised by redemption. The copper light 
falling upon the brown boy’s slight body
is carnal fate that sends the soul wailing 
up from blind innocence, ensnared 
 by dimness
into the deprivations of desiring sight.

But the eyes in Goya’s painting are soft,
diffuse with rapture absorb the flame.
Their bodies yield out of strength.
 Waves of visual pleasure
wrap them in a sorrow previous to their impatience.

A bronze of yearning, a rose that burns 
 the tips of their bodies, lips,
ends of fingers, nipples. He is not wingd. 
His thighs are flesh, are clouds
 lit by the sun in its going down,
hot luminescence at the loins of the visible.

 But they are not in a landscape. 
 They exist in an obscurity.

The wind spreading the sail serves them.
The two jealous sisters eager for her ruin
 serve them.
That she is ignorant, ignorant of what Love will be, 

 serves them.
The dark serves them.
The oil scalding his shoulder serves them,
serves their story. Fate, spinning,
 knots the threads for Love.

Jealousy, ignorance, the hurt . . . serve them.


II

This is magic. It is passionate dispersion. 
What if they grow old? The gods
 would not allow it.
 Psyche is preserved.

In time we see a tragedy, a loss of beauty 
 the glittering youth
of the god retains—but from this threshold 
 it is age
that is beautiful. It is toward the old poets 
 we go, to their faltering,
their unaltering wrongness that has style, 
 their variable truth,
 the old faces,
words shed like tears from
a plenitude of powers time stores.

A stroke. These little strokes. A chill. 
 The old man, feeble, does not recoil. 
Recall. A phase so minute,
 only a part of the word in- jerrd.

 The Thundermakers descend,

damerging a nuv. A nerb.
 The present dented of the U
nighted stayd. States. The heavy clod? 
 Cloud. Invades the brain. What 
 if lilacs last in this dooryard bloomd?

Hoover, Roosevelt, Truman, Eisenhower—
where among these did the power reside
that moves the heart? What flower of the nation 
bride-sweet broke to the whole rapture? 
Hoover, Coolidge, Harding, Wilson
hear the factories of human misery turning out commodities. 
For whom are the holy matins of the heart ringing?
Noble men in the quiet of morning hear 
Indians singing the continent’s violent requiem. 
Harding, Wilson, Taft, Roosevelt, 
idiots fumbling at the bride’s door,
hear the cries of men in meaningless debt and war.
Where among these did the spirit reside 
that restores the land to productive order? 
McKinley, Cleveland, Harrison, Arthur,
Garfield, Hayes, Grant, Johnson,
dwell in the roots of the heart’s rancor.
How sad “amid lanes and through old woods” 
 echoes Whitman’s love for Lincoln!

There is no continuity then. Only a few
 posts of the good remain. I too
that am a nation sustain the damage
 where smokes of continual ravage
obscure the flame.
 It is across great scars of wrong 
 I reach toward the song of kindred men 
 and strike again the naked string
old Whitman sang from. Glorious mistake! 
 that cried:

 “The theme is creative and has vista.” 
 “He is the president of regulation.”

 I see always the under side turning, 
fumes that injure the tender landscape. 
 From which up break
lilac blossoms of courage in daily act 
 striving to meet a natural measure.


III (for Charles Olson)

  Psyche’s tasks—the sorting of seeds 
wheat barley oats poppy coriander
anise beans lentils peas —every grain
  in its right place
 before nightfall;

gathering the gold wool from the cannibal sheep 
(for the soul must weep
  and come near upon death);

harrowing Hell for a casket Proserpina keeps
 that must not
 be opend . . . containing beauty? 
no! Melancholy coild like a serpent
  that is deadly sleep
 we are not permitted
  to succumb to.

 These are the old tasks. 
 You’ve heard them before.

 They must be impossible. Psyche
must despair, be brought to her
 insect instructor; 
must obey the counsels of the green reed;
saved from suicide by a tower speaking,
 must follow to the letter
 freakish instructions.

In the story the ants help. The old man at Pisa 
 mixd in whose mind
(to draw the sorts) are all seeds
 as a lone ant from a broken ant-hill
had part restored by an insect, was
 upheld by a lizard

  (to draw the sorts)
the wind is part of the process
  defines a nation of the wind—

 father of many notions,
  Who?
let the light into the dark? began 
the many movements of the passion?

 West
from east men push.
 The islands are blessd 
(cursed) that swim below the sun,

 man upon whom the sun has gone down!

There is the hero who struggles east 
widdershins to free the dawn and must
 woo Night’s daughter,
sorcery, black passionate rage, covetous queens, 
so that the fleecy sun go back from Troy,
 Colchis, India . . . all the blazing armies
spent, he must struggle alone toward the pyres of Day.

 The light that is Love 
rushes on toward passion. It verges upon dark. 
 Roses and blood flood the clouds.
 Solitary first riders advance into legend.

 This land, where I stand, was all legend 
in my grandfathers’ time: cattle raiders, 
 animal tribes, priests, gold.
It was the West. Its vistas painters saw
 in diffuse light, in melancholy,
in abysses left by glaciers as if they had been the sun
 primordial carving empty enormities
 out of the rock.

 Snakes lurkd
guarding secrets. Those first ones 
 survived solitude.

 Scientia
holding the lamp, driven by doubt; 
Eros naked in foreknowledge 
smiling in his sleep;  and the light 
spilld, burning his shoulder—the outrage
 that conquers legend—
passion, dismay, longing, search 
 flooding up where
the Beloved is lost. Psyche travels 
life after life, my life, station
 after station,
to be tried

 without break, without
news, knowing only—but what did she know? 
 The oracle at Miletus had spoken
truth surely: that he was Serpent-Desire 
 that flies thru the air,
a monster-husband. But she saw him fair

whom Apollo’s mouthpiece said spread 
 pain
beyond cure  to those
 wounded by his arrows.

Rilke torn by a rose thorn
blackend toward Eros.  Cupidinous Death! 
 that will not take no for an answer.


IV 

  Oh yes! Bless the footfall where
step by step the boundary walker
(in Maverick Road the snow
thud by thud from the roof 
circling the house—another tread)

 that foot informd
by the weight of all things
 that can be elusive
no more than a nearness to the mind 
 of a single image

 Oh yes! this
most dear
 the catalyst force that renders clear
the days of a life from the surrounding medium!

 Yes, beautiful rare wilderness!
wildness that verifies strength of my tame mind, 
 clearing held against indians,
health that prepared to meet death,
 the stubborn hymns going up
into the ramifications of the hostile air

 that, decaptive, gives way.
Who is there? O, light the light!
 The Indians give way, the clearing falls. 
Great Death gives way and unprepares us.
 Lust gives way.  The Moon gives way. 
Night gives way. Minutely, the Day gains.

She saw the body of her beloved
 dismemberd in waking . . . or was it
in sight? Finders Keepers we sang
 when we were children or were taught to sing
before our histories began and we began
 who were beloved our animal life
toward the Beloved, sworn to be Keepers.

 On the hill before the wind came 
the grass moved toward the one sea, 
 blade after blade dancing in waves.

There the children turn the ring to the left. 
There the children turn the ring to the right. 
 Dancing . . . Dancing . . .

And the lonely psyche goes up thru the boy to the king 
 that in the caves of history dreams.
Round and round the children turn.
 London Bridge that is a kingdom falls.

We have come so far that all the old stories
whisper once more.
Mount Segur, Mount Victoire, Mount Tamalpais . . . 
 rise to adore the mystery of Love!

(An ode? Pindar’s art, the editors tell us, was not a statue but a mosaic, an accumulation of metaphor. But if he was archaic, not classic, a survival of obsolete mode, there may have been old voices in the survival that directed the heart. So, a line from a hymn came in a novel I was reading to help me. Psyche, poised to leap—and Pindar too, the editors write, goes too far, topples over—listend to a tower that said, Listen to Me! The oracle had said, Despair! The Gods themselves abhor his power. And then the virgin flower of the dark falls back flesh of our flesh from which everywhere . . .

 the information flows
 that is yearning. A line of Pindar 
 moves from the area of my lamp 
 toward morning.

 In the dawn that is nowhere
 I have seen the willful children

 clockwise and counter-clockwise turning.

© Robert Duncan