i dont know what youre up to
yet but for me
you wouldnt exist
(not on this page anyway -
not using the word exist)
so youre a fake (eternity)
one i wouldnt raise a cup to
except youre there
and wont go away
i cant win and its not fair
best turn my back on you get on
with what i meet
smack in the eyes
(thats experience for you)
if i could trust my eyes
i cant its too neat
there are more things (horatio set on)
live life whole mere string
devout adore you
most not back anything
beginning and end invention
fills in the gaps
at best rank guesses
random peeing in the ocean
(this ones guesses
anothers mishaps)
eureka quick becomes convention
then cosmos farts
alters the laws of motion
(a fresh menu of starts)
fear and loneliness the basic drives
we take to bed
(sacrifice to you)
desperately wanting a sign
bringing us close to you
you whom we give a head
voice (ownership of lives)
the only game at hand -
give selves a shine
play at being your ampersand
the wise settle for stardust
the grit the pearl
was fostered out of
minute (maybe) but precious
from it never out of
esteem the proud furl
forwards and the far thrust
that blossoms into dream
able to wish us
shares in the cosmic scheme
well if the mess we make of things
in the dirty now
the piqued powers we grant
to the unnatural twisters
dont forfeit that grant
skydust should endow
(despite all bunderings)
god be in the grain
of lifes worst festers
starspeak find tongue again
