Getting and Spending

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Isabella Whitney, The maner of her Wyll, 1573

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We’re told it was mostly the soul
    at stake, its formal
 
    setting-forth, as over water,
where, against all odds,
 
the words-on-paper make
    a sort of currency, which heaven,
 
    against all odds, accepts.
So Will, which is to say, May what
 
I purpose, please, this once, and what
    will happen coincide.
 
    To which the worldly
dispositions were mere after-thought:
 
your mother’s ring and so forth. What
    the law considered yours
 
    to give. Which in the case of
women was restricted—this was
 
long ago, and elsewhere—so
    that one confessedly “weak
 
    of purse” might all the more
emphatically be thought of as having little
 
to say. Except about the soul. The late
    disturbance in religion
 
    having done that much, the each
for each responsible, even a servant,
 
even the poor. Wild, then—quite 
    beyond the pale—to hustle
 
    the soul-part so hastily off
the page. And turn, our Isabella Whitney,
 
to the city and its faithlessness. Whose
    smells and sounds—the hawker’s cry,
 
    the drainage ditch in Smithfield—all
the thick-laid, lovely, in-your-face-and-nostrils stuff
 
of getting-by no woman of even the slightest
    affectation would profess to know,
 
    much less to know so well.
As one would know the special places on
 
his body, were the passion merely personal.
 
 
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Wattle and brickwork. Marble and mud.
    The city’s vast tautology. No city
 
    without people and no people but
will long for what the city says they lack:
 
high ceilings, gloves and laces, news,
    the hearth-lit circle of friendship, space
   
    for solitude, enough to eat.
And something like a foothold in the whole-of-it,
 
some without-which-not, some
    little but needful part in all the passing-
 
    from-hand-to-hand of it, so
every time the bondsman racks his debtor or
 
the shoemaker hammers a nail or one un-
    practiced girl imagines she
 
    has prompted a look of wistfulness,
a piece of it is yours because
 
your seeing it has made it that much slower
    to rejoin the blank
 
    oblivion of never-having-
been. The year was fifteen hundred seventy-
 
three. The year of our Redeemer, as
    they used to say. That other
 
    circuit of always-in-your-
debt. From which she wrested, in her open
 
I-am-writing-not-for-fun-but-for-the-money
    way of authorship, a world
 
    not just of plenty but—and here’s
the part of that’s legacy—of love.

© Michael Rosen