The Explorer

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  Dearest, when I left your side,
  I stood a moment, hesitating,
  And plunged. The boiling tide
  Of darkness took me, and down I went
  Swift as a bird with folded wing,
  And upward sent
  The bubbles of my vital breath
  That shuddered from my secret deeps
  To freedom and light;
  Then, dimly, on my sight
  Opened the still abode of living death.
  Amid the mire,
  In which invisibly sightless horror creeps,
  Sat, each intent on his own woe,
  The host that burns with inward fire,
  Crowded like monuments of memorial stone
  Beneath a pitchy sky
  Where even the flash of tempest dare not show,
  Yet each of them alone;
  And each was I.

II

  Breathless I struggled up,
  As if the gloom had arms to clutch at me
  And drag and hold,
  Until the daylight’s gold
  Shook faintly above my dizzy head
  And parted suddenly, that I might see
  The sky, a sheltering cup
  Of hopeful azure, and your eyes of blue,
  One promise and yet two
  Of harbouring bliss;
  And your lips parted and said,
  “Shall not we twain
  Find joy upon joy on earth
  Together and see,
  In the kinship of all that has birth
  From the mutual reach of desire,
  A joy beyond this,
  A fire at the heart of the fire?”
  And we clung till our spirit was free
  As the flame of a kiss.

III

  So we soared and the earth fell away, and the region of night
  Was melted in limitless day of ineffable light
  Till the myriad souls of the dead were united as we,
  Themselves, and yet merged in the spread of an infinite sea
  The joy that is life, and around us, below and above,
  The One that all lovers have found, our eternity, Love.

© John Le Gay Brereton