If It Were Not for You

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Liebe, meine liebe, I had not hoped 
to be so poor

  The night winds reach 
like the blind breath of the world
in a rhythm without mind, gusting and beating 
as if to destroy us, battering our poverty 
and all the land’s flat and cold and dark
under iron snow

 the dog leaps in the wind 
barking, maddened with winter, and his voice 
claps again and again down the valley 
like tatters of revolutionary pennants
 birches
cry and hemlocks by the brook
stand hunched and downcast with their hands 
in their pockets

Liebe, the world is wild 
and without intention

  how far
this might be from the night of Christmas 
if it were not for you.

Down the reaching wind
shrieks of starlight bear broken messages
among mountains where shadows plunge
 yet our brightness 
is unwavering
  Kennst du das land 
wo die zitronen blühn, im dunkeln laub
die goldorangen ... liebe
art thou singing

It is a question partly
of the tree with our stars and partly
of your radiance brought from the land 
where legends flower to this land 
but more than these our bright poverty 
is a house in the wind and a light 
on the mountain

Liebe, our light rekindled
in this remoteness from the other land,
in this dark of the blue mountain where only 
the winds gather
 is what we are for the time that we are 
 what we know for the time that we know

How gravely and sweetly the poor touch in the dark.

© Hayden Carruth