Fear. Three bears
are not fear, mother
and cubs come berrying
in our neighborhood
like any other family.
I want to see them, or any
distraction. Flashlight
poking across the brook
into briary darkness,
but they have gone,
noisily. I go to bed.
Fear. Unwritten books
already titled. Some
idiot will shoot the bears
soon, it always happens,
they’ll be strung up by the paws
in someone’s frontyard
maple to be admired and
measured, and I'll be paid
for work yet to be done—
with a broken imagination.
At last I dream. Our
plum tree, little, black,
twisted, gaunt in the
orchard: how for a moment
last spring it flowered
serenely, translucently
before yielding its usual
summer crop of withered
leaves. I waken, late,
go to the window, look
down to the orchard.
Is middle age what makes
even dreams factual?
The plum is serene and
bright in new moonlight,
dressed in silver leaves,
and nearby, in the waste
of rough grass strewn
in moonlight like diamond dust,
what is it?—a dark shape
moves, and then another.
Are they ... I can’t
be sure. The dark house
nuzzles my knee mutely,
pleading for meaty dollars.
Fear. Wouldn’t it be great
to write nothing at all
except poems about bears?
