Unknown Country

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  Here, in this other world, they come and go
  With easy dream-like movements to and fro.
  They stare through lovely eyes, yet do not seek
  An answering gaze, or that a man should speak.
  Had I a load of gold, and should I come
  Bribing their friendship, and to buy a home,
  They would stare harder and would slightly frown:
  I am a stranger from the distant town.

  Oh, with what patience I have tried to win
  The favour of the hostess of the Inn!
  Have I not offered toast on frothing toast
  Looking toward the melancholy host;
  Praised the old wall-eyed mare to please the groom;
  Laughed to the laughing maid and fetched her broom;
  Stood in the background not to interfere
  When the cool ancients frolicked at their beer;
  Talked only in my turn, and made no claim
  For recognition or by voice or name,
  Content to listen, and to watch the blue
  Or grey of eyes, or what good hands can do?

  Sun-freckled lads, who at the dusk of day
  Stroll through the village with a scent of hay
  Clinging about you from the windy hill,
  Why do you keep your secret from me still?
  You loiter at the corner of the street;
  I in the distance silently entreat.
  I know too well I'm city-soiled, but then
  So are today ten million other men.
  My heart is true: I've neither will nor charms
  To lure away your maidens from your arms.
  Trust me a little. Must I always stand
  Lonely, a stranger from an unknown land?

  There is a riddle here. Though I'm more wise
  Than you, I cannot read your simple eyes.
  I find the meaning of their gentle look
  More difficult than any learned book.
  I pass: perhaps a moment you may chaff
  My walk, and so dismiss me with a laugh.
  I come: you all, most grave and most polite,
  Stand silent first, then wish me calm Good-Night.
  When I go back to town some one will say:
  'I think that stranger must have gone away.'
  And 'Surely!' some one else will then reply.
  Meanwhile, within the dark of London, I
  Shall, with my forehead resting on my hand,
  Not cease remembering your distant land;
  Endeavouring to reconstruct aright
  How some treed hill has looked in evening light;
  Or be imagining the blue of skies
  Now as in heaven, now as in your eyes;
  Or in my mind confusing looks or words
  Of yours with dawnlight, or the song of birds:
  Not able to resist, not even keep
  Myself from hovering near you in my sleep:
  You still as callous to my thought and me
  As flowers to the purpose of the bee.

© Harold Monro