"You would have understood me, had you waited"

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You would have understood me, had you waited;
  I could have loved you, dear! as well as he:
  Had we not been impatient, dear! and fated
  Always to disagree.

  What is the use of speech? Silence were fitter:
  Lest we should still be wishing things unsaid.
  Though all the words we ever spake were bitter,
  Shall I reproach you dead?

  Nay, let this earth, your portion, likewise cover
  All the old anger, setting us apart:
  Always, in all, in truth was I your lover;
  Always, I held your heart.

  I have met other women who were tender,
  As you were cold, dear! with a grace as rare.
  Think you, I turned to them, or made surrender,
  I who had found you fair?

  Had we been patient, dear! ah, had you waited,
  I had fought death for you, better than he:
  But from the very first, dear! we were fated
  Always to disagree.

  Late, late, I come to you, now death discloses
  Love that in life was not to be our part:
  On your low lying mound between the roses,
  Sadly I cast my heart.

  I would not waken you: nay! this is fitter;
  Death and the darkness give you unto me;
  Here we who loved so, were so cold and bitter,
  Hardly can disagree.

© Ernest Christopher Dowson