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'Tis so much joy! 'Tis so much joy!
If I should fail, what poverty!
And yet, as poor as I,
Have ventured all upon a throw;
Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so
This side the Victory!
Life is but Life! And death, but Death!
Bliss is but bliss, and Breath but breath!
And if, indeed, I fail,
At least to know the worst is sweet!
Defeat means nothing but defeat,
No drearier can prevail!
And if I gain, - oh, gun at Sea,
Oh, bells, that in the Steeples be,
At first repeat it slow!
For heaven is a different thing
Conjectured, and waked sudden in
And might o'erwhelm me so!
