The Foggy, Foggy Blue

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When I was a young man, I loved to write poems 
 And I called a spade a spade
And the only only thing that made me sing 
 Was to lift the masks at the masquerade. 
I took them off my own face,
 I took them off others too
And the only only wrong in all my song
 Was the view that I knew what was true.

Now I am older and tireder too
 And the tasks with the masks are quite trying. 
I’d gladly gladly stop if I only only knew
 A better way to keep from lying, 
And not get nervous and blue
 When I said something quite untrue: 
I looked all around and all over
 To find something else to do: 
I tried to be less romantic
 I tried to be less starry-eyed too: 
But I only got mixed up and frantic
 Forgetting what was false and what was true.

But tonight I am going to the masked ball,
 Because it has occurred to me
That the masks are more true than the faces:
 —Perhaps this too is poetry?
I no longer yearn to be naïve and stern
 And masked balls fascinate me:
Now that I know that most falsehoods are true
 Perhaps I can join the charade? 
This is, at any rate, my new and true view:
 Let live and believe, I say.
The only only thing is to believe in everything:
 It’s more fun and safer that way!

© Delmore Schwartz